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About me! (In detail)

I know my main page has about me but I wanted to make a webpage that goes in more detail about all of my interests & things !

Okay so, lets start with what I do! So I am one of those people who has had MANNYYY jobs, like every year or 2 I have a new job. But that's because I am someone who craves novelty and change, I can't do the same thing for too long otherwise it drives me mad and makes life feel so mundane. So, right now I work at a really small and (really!!) quiet café as a barista! I do absolutely love my job and have always loved making coffees, especially doing latte art which is my absolute favourite. I work about 6 days a week but that's because this year was my year of saving up heaps of money to travel more (& for my whv in France). I love talking to people, hence why my job feels like I have my little community of friends who are my customers! I have become more and more extroverted through this job and now have absolutely 0 issues talking to people (I used to be so shy) and have even had a customer bring in sourdough starter for me because we talked about it together! (So sweet right!?) This job has also brought a love for the taste of coffee with it, which I never used to have. I absolutely love a cappucino but only the ones frothed silky and smooth (not a ball of froth). I love pastries too (Especially fruit danish's and flaky pastries) and absolutely love going on coffee dates with friends.

Okay anyways, outside of work I have various hobbies and interests. Let's start with my love for coding/computers. So I started studying Cyber Security in my second last year of highschool and continued the year after highschool, getting different qualifications in networking/various IT branches. Through this, I found an absolute love for how the internet works (Wi-fi, mobile data etc) and a huge interest in retro computing and the engineering of them. In my spare time, I tend to watch so many YouTube videos on different topics in tech. Like some are retro BBC archive videos from the 60's-70's where they were describing how to use the computer/how it was made, videos on every component on the motherboard, how the internet came about, how computers "talk" to one another and etc. So I feel like I could go into nerdy depth on how your own computer works/connects to the net. It also brought along my love for the "ancient web" where I found so many old/forgotton about websites from the 90's-early 2000's. (Hence why I created my own webpages.) I code in my spare time but only with CSS, HTML and (some) JavaScript for my webpages including this one.

Another one of my many interests is JDM cars. (Like the fast and furious Japanese race cars). I am absolutely in love with them. Do I know how they work and how an engine works in detail? Hell no! Do I love looking at JDM cars and talking about them? HELL YES! I hate people who "interrogate" you on your knowledge like damn bro, can I not just like something without knowing the inner workings of it? I would absolutely love to own a Skyline or a Supra one day (dream carss) or a Sylvia, but above all I just want to experience a race in one of them. (I have raced my friends before but in my 6 cylinder hatchback, so I would love to race in a Supra). I love JDM car shows, watching videos of races and I have a whole pinterest board dedicated to my favourite cars. (BMW girl all the way FUCK mercedes). But yeah, absolutely love JDM cars!!

I am a girly girl aswell and love always having my nails done, my false lashes done up and my makeup on! I do lash clusters myself and started doing them in July of 2025 and fell in loveeee. I just wanted to feel more girly, so I decided to start doing my lashes and doing my false nails which I have continued to this day, definitely making me feel more confident and THAT GIRL! I believe just because you wear makeup or have falsies, doesn't mean you aren't smart or can't have interests like coding or cars. (FUCK SEXISM!!) Plus I have met so many more women who are smarter than the men I have met, so no, being really feminine doesn't take away from your brains, stop stereotyping!!

Now, my love for poetry/reading/writing. I am someone who has multiple interests that can be the complete opposites of each other. For example, I love clubbing and getting drunk/doing some fun stuff, but I also have a huge love for the quiet thing. Like sitting on my own with my thoughts and writing about them. I am someone who loves to think deeply and feel deeply, which comes out in my writing and is fed with my reading. (See, my inner writer is coming out right now.) I have a really strong imagination and can maladaptive daydream, which means I get a lot of my inspo for my novels through sitting by myself either in a train, looking out the window, or just in my bedroom looking at the wall. I get visions/scenes and I think them entirely through, writing down the ideas and letting them come to life. It's so beautiful being able to do that, because you get to live lives and feel things outside of your own. Reading is also like magic to me, as I envision everything. Down to the room that the 2 characters are in, or every touch they share I imagine it all. I create relationships with the characters which has even made me emotional and cry over story that felt as vivid as watching a movie. I have also felt emotional in my fiction writing as I envision and feel everything. My genre is Romance, that is all I write about and all I read because I absolutely love how fragile/special love is and how nothing can compare to the feeling of sharing intimacy whether physical or verbal with someone. I also love watching romance films and reading poetry as it is so beautiful what humans can create when their words have feeling. And feeling comes from love, whether it's from yourself or the world around you. And as you can gather from this, I hate hookup culture so much. Intimacy and love is supposed to be saved for those who mean something to you, not just someone random who barely knows you. "How can I let you undress my body when you have yet to undress my soul." (One of my favourite quotes)

Onto music, I love love love music. Music is like love, it brings feelings that cannot be described in words. Moves you like nothing else and without music, I don't even want to imagine what life would be like. I have so many different genres/various artists of music that I like. First off is Drake, I spent some important years of my life listening to Drake and being surrounded by his music, so his music carries nostalgia and memories for me. Memories from a time long ago, and feelings felt when I was living a whole different life. Drake always has a special place in my heart. Next most important for me is "Futile Devices" and "Mystery of Love" by Sufjan Stevens. I can't even begin to describe how Futile Devices makes me feel, but my heart feels heavier and I have cried from just listening to it multiple times. I think it's because it encapsulates a dream I had about travelling to Europe, sitting on a beach in Southern Italy and feeling at peace. And I am making that dream come true in August. Not just a dream, but a sense of pride for what I achieved. I am planning to get it tattooed on my collarbone after Europe. Now next in my genres is classical/piano pieces. When I am sitting and thinking, or writing, reading or just on my laptop, I always find myself listening to Piano pieces. Piano and strings make me feel something no other music can and I think it's so beautiful because somehow sounds that don't say any words, can convey so much emotion. Some pieces include "Un Rêve", "Bella's Lullaby", "Sweetest Rain" and probably others I can't remember. I also love Hans Zimmer. Then, on the opposite end of the stick I absolutely love House/Groove/Techno music. A few of the DJ's I absolutely love include "Kettama", "Riordan", "Frank Rizardo", "Stussy" and "Pegassi". I love the way the music makes me want to move, like I am letting it flow through my muscles and move them how they want. I specifically have a love for House, like old deep vinyl house tracks. Songs like "You're in my System", "A Fresh energy" and "Dub City". I have many other artists I love and I also love 80's music too! I think every genre has it's beauty.

I have an adoration for learning other languages (Even tho I only speak English and am an A2-B1 in French), but through starting to learn my first language other than English 4 months ago, I have found an adoration in it. How new and cool it feels to directly comprehend a whole new language without needing translations, connecting to a whole new community online and expanding my horizons. I remember speaking to someone French for the first time in public and feeling this feeling I cannot describe when we were able to converse (but very slowly). I think learning a new language is so beautiful and so special and I want to learn even more once I am fluent in French.

Now the big one, Travel. Travel is my soul. Everything else lives in my heart, but travel, is what my soul craves. I feel everyone should want to travel. The world is so big, full of so many different cultures and so much to see outside of your own bubble. Ever since I was young, I had always known I was going to spend my life travelling one way or another. I still remember my first trip was with a friend to Indonesia, and the feeling of stepping out into a different country for the first time, was like ecstasy. So, now I work and am travelling every year, doing a working holiday visa in France 2028 and planning to do a whole lot more. Life really opens up when you figure out what makes you happy and you chase it. I am the happiest I have ever been, since doing what my soul craves.

Avatar. But not the Airbender Avatar, no James Cameron's Avatar. I can't even begin to describe how much that franchise means to me. I actually first discovered it when I was 15 and fell absolutely in love. In love with everything, from the scenery, the people and the message behind it. I even got Eywa (their god) tattooed on my arm because of how much it means to me. I also love that their God actually shows themselves and allows the Navi to connect with them, creating a strong relationship with the world around them. I just find everything about it absolutely beautiful.

Anyways, that about sums me up for the moment. But we are forever changing and evolving so I will be updating this webpage when I have new things I want to add to it or new things I have discovered. Thanks for reading!

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